Ayoko Sana Mag-blog

Ayoko sana i-blog to, pero ang bigat talaga sa loob.

Kanina, naghahanap ako ng movie na mapapanood dito sa office dahil super bagot na bagot ako.

Hanap dito, hanap dyan.

Nang, may nakita akong folder. "Celine's IDOL"

Akala ko naman kung ano, so binuksan ko. Yung full length pala namin nung college.

Pinanood ko.

Habang nanonood, bumibigat dibdib ko. Hindi dahil lumalaki boobs ko!

Kundi ang mga letseng ika nga ni Amor, "realization" eh pumapasok at kinakain ako.

Nakakainis na isipin na pinipilit ko yung sarili ko na gustuhin kung ano man ang ginagawa ko ngayon.

Samantalang, ang gusto ko talagang gawin eh Pelikula, Stage plays at kung anu-ano pa.

Nakakainggit lang kasi yung ibang kaibigan ko, ginagawa na nila kung anong gusto nila.

Samantalang ako, tengga dito sa malamig na office at chika to death ang ginagawa na kahit ako, hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit ko ba pinapakialaman ang North at South Korea!

Nakita kong pwedeng kausapin si Amor.

BUZZ!!!
kristine_bernal150824: mor
kristine_bernal150824: nakakainis
nikki_gunt: ket?
kristine_bernal150824: kc naghahanap ako ng mapapanood kanina
nikki_gunt: tapos?
kristine_bernal150824: nakita ko ung IDOL
kristine_bernal150824: meron pala akong copy nun
kristine_bernal150824: so, pinanood ko
kristine_bernal150824: naiyak ako after
kristine_bernal150824: namiss ko bigla
kristine_bernal150824: shet
kristine_bernal150824: eto ayaw ko eh!
nikki_gunt: hahaha
nikki_gunt: realization ba?
nikki_gunt: you're not living your dreams...
nikki_gunt: it happens to me all the time
kristine_bernal150824: nakakabigat lng ng loob
kristine_bernal150824: kc gus2 ko tlaga un
nikki_gunt: sobra
kristine_bernal150824: pero hndi ko naman magawa
nikki_gunt: naiintindihan kita
kristine_bernal150824: ang daming putang inang hadlang eh
nikki_gunt: me way girl
nikki_gunt: hahaha
nikki_gunt: relax
nikki_gunt: nagsisimula na nga tayo remember
nikki_gunt: ?
nikki_gunt: pagkatapos nito
nikki_gunt: gagawa tayo ng pelikula^^
nikki_gunt: sali tayo ng mga competitions
nikki_gunt: ^_^
nikki_gunt: mangyayari rin yan
nikki_gunt: pray lang ng pray^^
nikki_gunt: btw
nikki_gunt: formalized na
nikki_gunt: ang name ng t.comp is
nikki_gunt: The 4th Wall
nikki_gunt is typing...
nikki_gunt: ^_^
kristine_bernal150824: ok cge
kristine_bernal150824: ewan ko ba ni
kristine_bernal150824: nix
kristine_bernal150824: ang bigat tlaga sa loob
kristine_bernal150824: after mong marealize na ung ginagawa mo, hndi mo naman talaga gus2
kristine_bernal150824: pinipilit mo lng ung sarili mo na gus2hin
kristine_bernal150824: sheeeeettt

Salamat Amor, sa pagpapalakas ng loob ko.

Sana nga.

Well, hindi "sana"

Talagang magagawa natin to!

At gagawin natin to!

A big, big headache!

I thought, having a plastic money will be a very good idea.

At first, I was very excited to use it. Me and my friend (Mhinel) did some plans to use it.

During our first attempt to use it, we went to National Bookstore and bought some stuffs.

Of course, pocketbooks.

When it was done successfully, we went straight to SM Department store.

We shopped a lot!

Tried some clothes, picked up some make ups and necessities.

On our way to the cashier, we were so excited because of our purchases.

The mood changed when the supervisor of the said department store told me that I should call the bank first.

I got so shocked. Many things came to my mind. I wanted to shout when I called the bank.

Mhinel sent a text message to Jayr, my boyfriend, to inform him what's happening to us at that moment.

Jayr wanted to talk to me, but I refused. I was shaking out of anger and all I wanted to do is to shout.

But I know, that would be very unfair to those people in front of me. It's not their fault so why will I shower them swears and bad words?

The supervisor advised us that we could go out if we want and just come back if we are ready to pay for the things.

I was so humiliated and frustrated at that moment. You couldn't imagine. Mhinel said she saw the dragon in me.

Jayr said he will go to our place and pay for it.

He was very worried about me.

I tried to calm down myself by the use of a stick. You know what I mean.

After releasing my anger, me and Mhinel went to Pizza Hut to pig out.

I was about to cry, but I needed to be strong so I tried my very best not to.

When Jayr arrived, again, I wanted to cry.
Different emotions came rushing. He just hugged me and said, "It's okay. I'm already here."

After eating, we've decided to go back to the department store. On our way to the department store, he asked me, "Okay ka lang hon? Hindi mo ba sila tinarayan? Anong nararamdaman mo?"

I replied, "Wag kang mag-alala. Hindi ko sila tinarayan. Hindi na lang ako kumibo."

Because of my reply, he asked me again, "Napahiya ka ba?"

I said, "Hindi naman masyado."

So, summing it up, Jayr, once again became our SUPERHERO.

Saved us from harm and humiliation.

He is the man! Yeah!
Love you honey! yay...
I also want to give some credits to Mhinel for calming me down.
^.^

AND A PLACTIC CARD WILL GIVE YOU ALL THE HUMILIATION THAT YOU CAN RECEIVE AND HEADACHE THAT YOU CAN GET  ESPECIALLY IF IT DOESN'T HAVE THE SO CALLED "AVAILABLE BALANCE"...

 @Pizaa Hut trying to calm myself down

couldn't have a true and sincere smile

my gold plastic money.

lookin' forward to use it again...